From the time that we first met
Standing there in the hall
Talking with all your friends
Couldn’t find a way to let you know
Just how much I wanted you
You must have known
All the love you would get


Someone had to be the first
The first one to make a move
To say hello and let you know
Just how much I loved you
Oh how much we have grown

You became my wife
We went on and made a life
A beautiful girl to call our own
Oh how our love must have shown
Time flies fast she’s all grown
Moved out and on her own

You got sick and went downhill quick
Doctor says you won’t survive this
All these years that we have spent
Always being together
There’s no way I could do it alone
That is why I have to say

As you lie there reading this
Please understand I didn’t want to leave like this
But, someone has to be the first
And I just couldn’t let it be you.

Will you ever see me?
I am here just waiting
Wanting just to be
The one that your heart
Will allow to love you
I can’t take the hurt and pain
Watching you with her
She don’t love you
She can’t treat you right
Please won’t you be with me tonight.
I need you and you need me
Will you ever see
All the things I do for you
I can tell you all the things
You have done for me
Nothing goes unseen.

My heart aches
My eyes weep
My body yearns
You are only a few feet away
Yet to me it feels like miles
If you could only see me
The way I wish you would
I will love you from now until I die
If that makes me crazy
Then lock me away
You are the one
The one that was meant to be
Please will you look in your heart
Tell me if you can find a place for me
I just can’t take being just another fling.

I will be the one to treat you like a king
The one to help you along your journey thru life
I will always take care of you
Just let me show you how true it can be
Let it be me

I know it sure gets lonely and tiring with all those men like that out there.

So are there any real men out there within the state of Michigan that are not shallow?

I have yet to meet a man that is interested in really meeting someone that has all the qualities they are looking for inside but don't have what is considered by many to be the perfect body on the outside. If you do meet them they only want you for their best friend and they continue looking for that perfect unexsisting woman.

What does a woman have to do to be seen for more than her outer being?

In my experience most men want a woman with a nice body that is not over like a size 8. Most men see the outside of a woman and don't look deep enough to see what is inside and then they miss out on those of us that don't have that perfect body but have more heart than he could ever ask for.

A good woman/man is all in the eyes of the one that is looking. For me a good man would be one that could accept me with all my faults and love me regardless of circumstance. He would also have to be capable of providing half of the support of the relationship as well as I would be. Not someone that is controlling or wants to change a person into someone they are not. But that is just my opinion.

Being single isn't that bad, but it sure gets lonely!!!! Truth is most guys don't see a woman for anything more than her body. If a woman has a great body that is all they want. They end up missing out on the ones with real hearts that will really care. So I feel I am single because of my body.....