You have an authority issue. It's something you may not want to deal with consciously, but it wakes you up because it needs to be dealt with. It calls itself to your attention. Its taking or will take a great deal of disciplined effort to deal with. It's a heavy burden. When you try to avoid dealing with it you end up in a terrible conflict. Yes, you should enlist...not in the military, but rather in the battle that is going on in your life. Put on your uniform and armour, pick up your battle gear and go through the drills...Keep alert and don't be surprised if the enemy ambushes you....

I'm from Green Bay. I like to ride bike at Baird's Creek park.