O well guess I want what is not possible for me to have, sighs

As far as I can see restrictions are set to women only sin and sorrow.

Interesting week but still looking but it's hard to know if she is receptive to the idea and not going to feel like a fool and it's hard for me to know what to say, I guess I'll just remain being a Scientist single, sure wish I had some one nice next to me at night....

What a weekend....sill looking for a good woman but it seems none are around (sighs) o well back to work week dealing with men and their egos. will keep looking , hummm wonder if Ellen D or Porsha know of any one, chuckles

Well I prefer a woman at my side but I find the ones close to me in age don't interest me. I wonder why?

In my life I will not hide my high I.Q. but on the other hand I will not flaunt it...... tad hard to hide when you run a Reactor....

I'm deleting my account due to rules on me. My best wishes to all, be well and happy. From the Nuclear nut, me.

well I prefer the company of another woman but enjoy a good conversation and see where it goes

Hello Here in north-eastern ohio also and desiding to try some chat to see where it goes

A note to all......sorry if I come across as an egg head I'm just being my self and I hope no one feels offended I never intend to offend anyone or make them feel any the lesser!. Just for the books till I was well into my 30's did I feel being an egg head was a curse...it is what has estranged me from society all my life and scared a lot of ppl off....... I just wonder if some beautiful in mind and sprit woman could deal with a nut job like me!, chuckles

"Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd. But yeah it isn't a bad place to be. It is a step in the right direction. The more social one can get the better the odds of finding that right person. Sure helps for not settling for the wrong person. With me it is putting my feelers out there like a grass hopper. My pastor told me that women have feelings and men have feelers. I think that one can enjoy it alone because one has the time to make a honest appraisal. It is like that felt pretty good but maybe if I go back with my eyes open I might get a second opinion. My social network is growing. I bought my male friend dinner at a all you can eat buffet. He said that was all he wanted for doing work for me. Since we both go to the meetings I know he probably could have drunk me under the table but when it comes to eating he just couldn't compete. I really pigged out and it was fun."

I write:
Well it sounds like you had fun and no doubt he could drink you 'under the table', chuckles, haven't done that since my college days Rainbow Trout, can't do it now (Because of job and rules on someone like me) and thank you for the insite on a night's event in your life maybe some day for me, who knows (giggles law of probability may have some thing in store for me, lol) it's really nice to get glimpses of other ppl's lives from here, gives me something to look forward to after a hard and busy day at work. Now to get some one within driving range to start a conversation with me, not that all I have gotten here so far isn't nice either it is! and it's nice to listen to the world at large conversing with me.

Thank you, 2KidsMom

Thank you, kartagane

giggles, well whatssuup that an a astute way to be but I prefer to be sitting at home listening to some classical in the warm arms of woman doing some reading and working on plans with her together, and by that It's we, ourselves and us.... that works for the rest of my life for me as that is my plan and going to do it or die trying, time being relative....that is.

Thank you Ghostrider2u

LOL Well today, sure. Tomorrow, no guarantees.

It is called conversation. I so understand what you are saying. I am searching for it all the time. Since my fiance passed in April, I have been stuck in a voiceless void it seems. Sure I can keep myself busy, but the neighbors would send the very nice folks in the white coats if they saw me laughing to myself on the porch swing. Thank goodness the computer is in the house, curtains closed. LOL


Well sorry to hear about your fiance, And I do hope you get out of that 'void' and to me it sounds like the healing process is proceeding normally. and neighbors.....hummm mine all want to see me with a nice man, trouble with that they don't exist for me and with my prefeerence since 2nd grade for women, well it leave me in a bad place as far as this society goes, too bad elen is taken...and there are never any guarantees I know I was never expected to return alive from Chernobyl in 1986 but still have a clean bill of health today, Thank God!

Why thank you Pennyg 281, love ROSES!

Actually your remark IS interesting to the fact I have not thought of that tv show for a very long time and its just this very interaction that I knew was missing from my life that I desided to seek out, seems to me your 'firing on all cylinders' giggles your doing A-ok in my book.

I'm sorry I don't know nor speak spanish not perfect nor super woman just a woman that scares ppl away every time I open my mouth it seams these days, sighs

chuckles, ok fair enough, always like out west, sinc e my area 51 days.