to get #$!@@!% by a hot, blonde older man between his twenty and thirties for my first time. Sadly I doubt my wish will be granted.

Awwah, thanks everyone. It's always nice to receive a warm welcome especially when you are new to the dating game. Cheers and beers go out to everyone, hope to talk some more in the future.

And yes, I love living in Nova Scotia. It may be a small province but I take great pride in being a tourist stalking, beach bathing Maritimer. The wildlife around here, in the small country area where I live is also abundant with all sorts. Especially owls, rabbits, coyotes and eagles. (I am definitely an animal lover and like waiting up late at our summer camp to see what I can find). ;D

You sit across the room from me
Never staring, why can't you see
I can never stop and you never will
Which ultimately makes this love
More complicated so because two
minus one makes two again I doubt
I want you to know that I've looked
High and low and have waited so patiently so
Stuck on you so but once you hit me
Beat me, whipped me, cut me, forsakened me
Looked me in the eye batted those coal dark
Lashes that frosty look in your eyes
Pupils dililated like the moon in the sky
Howling and growling behaving like a fox
Confronted by the wolves of which you ran amuck
You say that you hate me but really I see
You could never dare hate me or so I see
I licked your wounds and pieced together your pride
When it tumbled like towers falling down through the night
The needles were hidden so carefully there
But I leant you an ear, a shoulder, a home
I had needles stuck in me for your sake
They still are knotted in my hair
I pained for you and you pained for yourself
Why can you not think for no one else but yourself?
I loved you I really did even through out
All that torture all our sins
I Wish you could love me but I know that you can't
For when the day comes that you finally remember me
And walk down our little town the dirt streets
You will realize I've moved on and rightfully so
Doesn't everyone know that in Heaven you glow
You fit right in, casting your worth and
That lucky first angel female or male will cut off
These wings throw off this veil and cast off this awful
Spell and rise me from the dead, hands wrapped around me
My first was my last but that never happened
I found my angel so this is my thank you

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I don't really know what it is about, something like girl versus boy, light versus dark ecetra. I made it up as I was thinking so nothing special. I'll get back to wiggling my toes. (:D)

Hello!

Just joined; and I hope I find a cute, kind person to cuddle... and maybe even grow to love. You never know. I live close to Halifax, Nova Scotia, Canada. I really adore shy guys!