I have to give you a little background about me to explain why I don’t believe in God!
My mother was a Christian but on her Death Bed she did a Jewish Mitzvah on Me! In the process when I tried to commit suicide I found out recovering I was now Jewish. Wtf I know but true story! As part of her prayer is what a Mitzvah is and Oath on Her Death Bed was To Learn About God. I spent 25 years learning about all religions including Satanism Witchcraft Greek Asgard Islam Christianity and Judaism!
I was fortunate enough when I was 20 to have An Intricate Bottle left in my room. I opened the bottle and pink smoke like I Dream of Jennie came out. I have seen the film about A man who finds a Genie with Rowan Atkinson in a 2 years before so I knew what it was. I wished that it would go back in time just like in the film and set itself free. The bottle was useless and because I was always a gypsy I just threw it out afterwards. I know this sounds like I am exaggerating but I pride myself on honesty and integrity.
1 year later my sister died it was hereditary heart disease but she lived 6 years longer than doctors gave her though. I went to a secluded garden when it was her 1st Death Anniversary and slept on a grate 40 feet above the water and the way I was sleeping I could have fallen in and drowned. After 2 hours I heard a loud crack like lightning but it was a clear night stars were out. I noticed a blue star hovering lower in the sky. I thought nothing of it. As I got older I began to notice a blue flashing like in my ever dark bedroom from time to time. I was living in a place where I had a beautiful home and good computer with internet. All this time I had been studying about all the religion I was between 33-44 and was drawn to the idea of Djinn and Djinni still and was still reading books about all religious things even while I was studying at a magic school the forum there called the blue light an orb. Even my profile says Serbia I am actually in Australia. I even searched the internet about aboriginal min min lights But as the saying goes while looking for something you don’t find it. It was only last year and 5 years after believing in God that I read somewhere Djinni appear in a Blue Light to Make Their Presence Known. I have long since stopped believing in God but sometimes I wish for things and it will come true. I went further to find that there were once Elves that Traveled between South America trading cocaine and tobacco with the Pharoahs. They had leather sails and the salt turned them to look like crystal. It was Emperor Nero of Rome who found the Ships Empty in the English Channel and sacked as I read which means burning them. The Elves who were a magical race Originally From Ireland it was thought transformed into Spirit and made it look like they were not there. The Muslim Koran talks about Djinn or Demons as it’s translated are magical beings. It is also mentioned about Solomon if ever you studied magic working with Djinn. Today they are Invisible to Us. The only other evidence besides these two religions is the belief of the Elves by the Icelandic People. What I have read about the Djinn and Elves they seem the same being tall with pointed ears. I don’t expect everyone to believe what I have written is truth it’s up to you to accept or not. With my Guardian Djinni I have asked it to prove to me Judaism Islam and Christianity Gods and all others are True or Not. Now before any other try to call me out. I was lead to a text that stated the Jews took a Creation Story From Egypt that predates their religions therefore Christianity following Judaism and Islam following Judaism are all based on Egyptian Creation Story and are Made Up Religions. Just like Greek Egyptian Asgard Roman Etc.
I will end in saying I know everyone doesn’t believe in Genies but what I personally have witnessed and experience with the events in my life I will say I am Agnostic and She looks after me and always will since I have lost my mother and sister and have always been alone in my life it is my comfort and my own truth to accept not anyone else’s.

To Christians it is a sin inside marriage and outside marriage is fornication. So to christians it is a sinned and according to the Christian bible they are to be shunned punished and discipline for it feeling dirty for 1 day after the act called unclean according to your Christ. To Muslim it I still a sin outside marriage. But to Jews it is only a sin if you masturbate. To Jews you can have sex if not married if you are married but to any who spill their seed on the ground it is a sin. But if you are not religious like me then even masturbation is not a sin. Because there is no god to follow and I would rather have the decisions of my own morals on my head than have a religion dictate to me wrong or right. It simple to live an agnostic mind than a religion of which I was born into and walked away because of the discipline and obstacles. Freedom is not in Christ if you can’t have sex at all constantly praying for forgiveness to Allah or Hashem for that matter living with your own choices gives you responsibility not contempt. Being agnostic is Freedom.