hi, just want to share my experience, as i'm living since 2 years in NL and my fam traveling back and forth, mosty not here.

i had a girfriend here for 1 year. yesterday she left me. my heart is broken.
i cheated for 1 year with my wife. what a bastard? yes and no.
it's my fault for sure, but this is her house and she decided not to come here.
do i love her?... i don't know anymore, but i don't have balls to leave her.
sorry for stepping in and introducing myself this way, not my style... but i'm just a man who is falling apart...
and you probably already have judged, without knowing me
best
ale