hey girl. i am right there with you. i get it all the time. but like everyone else has said... i am me, will always be me. you get what you see. i'm no barbie doll! lol. not only does my size turn guys away... so does my piercing-tattoo-and horror movie fetish. LMAO!! i think it's funny most of the time, but it's a cruel ass world out there. it gets to me, yes. but all you can do is hold your head high and forget the ones that put you down or wont talk to you. they are the ones that lose out. they will never know what a wonderful person you are! you are beautiful. and keep telling yourself that.

i don't know ya, but happy birthday! i know what a crappy b-day is. had to work both my jobs and only one friend showed up to say happy b-day to me. :)