I was one of those types until I let someone in. Then I thought she was the greatest person in the world, although not as great as my parents. Of course the relationship didn't last and I was dumped. She found someone else in two weeks, where I haven't even looked.

So what does this have to do with the topic??

I'm going back to building up the wall and staying single. The one thing I did learn from the relationship was that while I tried to share and be a part of something special, the hurt and pain over a breakup is too much. I just find it easier in life to make friends, although I don't have many, if any, in life.

I got almost mingle-lynched for saying the same thing a few months ago.

For example, tomorrow I'm going to go to a Chinese buffet in the afternoon and possibly on the weekend I'm gonna go see this car race in monday, Memorial Day . Haven't decided for Saturday there is a possibility that I'm gonna go fishing or ride around with my motorcycle, maybe even go out to shoot some pools. I'll ask around who wants to come with me, if they play the "i don't know" or "I can't make up my mind" answers... its their loss.

I mean..just don't understand..if you aren't doing anything, and a single guy (who is neither a serial killer, neither a wife beater, neither married, neither has any kids) asks out girl who is also single and don't have anything planned..then what is the problem? I don't think I'm that ugly not to have as a companion, and I doubt that it's better to sit at home or yapping on the phone with friends all night.