I have something not sure if its a crush, probably is though.

From the first time I met this girl (perhaps I should refer to her as girl A) she has been on my minde. We finally went on a date. Then things got a little weird on her side. Lets see that was about 2002 and yea 6 years later I still cannot get her off my mind...

We have both had serious relationships lasting about 3 years, her's is ongoing. Mine on the other hand ended.

I ended the relationship b/c I couldn't stop thinking about girl A.

I just don't know what to do... Girl A and I kept in touch and talked on the phone, but i can't bring myself to possibly ruin her relationship by telling her how I feel and why I broke up with my last g/f.

It would take A LOT of space to type how I feel about girl A.