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Mon 02/18/08 09:47 PM
all i want is to care for??


is it so hard???
\brokenheart


i want this:heart: :heart: :heart:

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Sun 02/17/08 11:09 PM

all your friends found him amazing too. makes you wanna rethink some of your friendships
they were my first friends when i came to america..
i don't ahve any otehre friends

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Sun 02/17/08 11:01 PM

Wow that's horrible. How close were these "friends" of yours?


i've known them since i moved to america three years ago..

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Sun 02/17/08 10:59 PM

R these friends of yours close? How did he pass by you by seeing five of your other friends...girls talk...i'm puzzled.huh frown frown huh



i don't know...he is pretty damn good at how ever he did it though,...
i just don't undetstand..
ughhhh
blahhh

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Sun 02/17/08 10:51 PM
so i was with this amazing guy for a while..

and

it all went well untill he just stopped talking to me...
for eight months..

then i found out that he was cheating on me with 5 of my friends..

i mean
like
why?
i thought i gave him what he wanted..

ughh
sucks...
i just can't find my self a good guy who will respect me.

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Fri 02/01/08 03:54 PM
Edited by BeccaP258 on Fri 02/01/08 03:54 PM

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Fri 02/01/08 03:54 PM
why is that funny

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Fri 02/01/08 03:53 PM
toingiht my mom called me fat...
i gained weight WOOHOO


i mean like seriously? noone really cares.


its weight!

i'm a great person!

god damnit!!!
i don't get it

my mom isn't suppoed to call me obses...

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Mon 01/28/08 10:25 AM

not true .. God made you with a purpose sweetie ,, you have to find out what it is. Like a treasure hunt flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou



i've tried to find myself..
all i've found is heart break
hurt..
pain

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Mon 01/28/08 10:23 AM
like noone cares..
noone wants me in their life..


noone loves me..
i don't belong.

god made me
so evertyone could have a good laugh.



sad

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Mon 01/28/08 10:23 AM
like noone cares..
noone wants me in their life..


noone loves me..
i don't belong.

god made me
so evertyone could have a good laugh.



sad

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Sun 01/27/08 01:17 PM
how is everyone from SD??

who lives near carmel valley/ del mar??

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Sun 01/27/08 12:48 PM
1-10??


just curious what people think..



i'll rate you back:D

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Sun 01/27/08 12:42 PM

4. i would just give you a hug
5. i would hold your hand

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Sun 01/27/08 12:38 PM



she has a new boyfriend every week
...



A new boyfriend every week?! What she can't keep the old ones?


haha no clue..
bbut she is in and out with boyfriends..

cause she is SO pretty..
everyone asks her how she can be friends with me..


i'm a da\ncer...i shoudl be skinyy
evereyone in my dance class is skinny.


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Sun 01/27/08 12:34 PM

I get it, she lives in California. Everyone is fake there and that's why she feels ugly... She is real woman in a world of Barbie dolls.


that is somewaht true, i live in san diego, but i was raised in israel....where i guess everyone is curvy, well you could say that, my best friend weighs 100 lbs
well atleast she looks like it
i'm jelous
she has a new boyfriend every week
...

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Sun 01/27/08 12:26 PM

sounds like depression


i'm not depressed..i have friends...
i love life...
i dance every day..
its my passion..
i have my life set out...


i don't think its depression

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Sun 01/27/08 12:25 PM

you are pmsing............go buy some chocolate immediately!!!!!indifferent



i promise you i am not pmsing gyspy

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Sun 01/27/08 12:23 PM
do i feel so ugly..

i don't understand


people say i'm pretty..

i see everyone...so skinny

and me..
i'm not..

uugh..


any tips??
i've tried SO har to loose weight..
but it always comes back..
i even tried not eating..
BUT


it still comes back
:[[
i'm just a sad panda

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Fri 01/25/08 02:58 PM
i'm not ultra orthodox, but i keep kosher
so i'm like a conservadox

my veiws, are if i had a christian councler, i relaly wound't see a problem with it..