Crappy. I lost my buds,I'm confused and inbetween asleep and awake

I am 27 and a female. I have never dated another girl b4. But latly have been finding my self way attracted to lesbros. I think some of them r so hot. I am married with two kids but my husband doesn't care if I decided to have a relationship with a girl as long as I don't leave him for her. Whitch I wouldnt . I love him and my kids deeply. I just can't seem to meet any or I get to shy to just walk up to them and say anything. Any pointers or any of u. With hot lesbro friends or any of u lesbros on here from mn wanna go out I'm game