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Fri 10/19/07 08:17 PM
oh snaps Saturn just brought the ether.

she has a point.. how can you talk about proffesional relationships vs intimate relationships? this thread is about apples and you are bringing me dingle berries ...wtf?

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:58 PM
gypsy I just saw your pics and I laughed uncontrollably at the mr bean with a mohawk laugh

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:53 PM
it might be pdf

let me know how things work out

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:52 PM
i like gypsy she seems affordable :tongue:

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Fri 10/19/07 07:45 PM
where I've been
not distant but close enough
to the steps of my home
the world is different to me
for the first time you are not
part of my daily memories
What I knew is gone
What I know now is what I need to
slowly adapt
I'm not inside the life where I knew
where everything went

I am confide in the liberation
and the surprises of these days to come
bright eyes and sullen thoughts
satisfied that I don't understand a word
I walk to the edge, to the sides
and come back to the middle in kneel
and force myself to the sunrise
scratchy lines, film of black and white
girls with mascara in their eyes
men with a notorious, pristine outlook
on the way they will manipulate

and I
and I grew up from the ashes
of every troubling, stupid idea
that pushed me down and led me to doubt
I had you then and I couldn't appreciate it
just because I knew it would eventually
end

no need for subtitles
I became human this is the part
where you see sorrow and the violins begin to play
catches the fading reflections in the broken mirrors
and walk slowly through the corridor holding onto
the wall

this is where you see the outside world
with everything kind of hazy and a sun beam
pointing down in the middle of the vineyard
you swear you were in Paris but this is in fact
the illusion your mind is setting
this is where you discover the moment that
has been wrapped up in little fragments of
each passing romantic, platonic, chaotic moment
you ever had in the past.

this is when you flashbacks of every mood
coming back and it solves all those what if's
and could had been's to a solid realization
that life is a foreign film.

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:40 PM
takes gypsy, glitterbeen and saturn to Italy and in return I want a mercedes, an electric guitar and a chair in the white house.

those are my demands ladies.

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:38 PM
you! yeah you, hey I am talking to you and I was like What? take me out and I was like where? and she was all like out this box mofo and I was oh, the weekend is not over yet.

true story.

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:35 PM
glitterbee I want to take shopping at saks5thave but in return you need to take me to Italy.

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:33 PM
adobe pdf?

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:32 PM
alright so i'll buy you dinner at red lobster and in return i want an x box 360 Halo 3 edition. kthnxbi

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:30 PM
who me? blushing

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:28 PM
oh you want to scan text so you can edit it? I think it scans onto microsoft word.

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:26 PM
I agree with glitterbee

if you want to do it because you think they will do it in return than don't bother. money is nothing and so are material things what matters is the person standing next to you.


neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:09 PM
out of my head and into yours
into yours and into a fog
and away and away the nightmare begins
being a been and a half on a had
didn't you wish you had me back
a call late night, a drive to your house
trance as an effect
a rejected cause just because it is mundane
between sleep between the fog
between the knowing of where I was
I slip, my mistake in focusing in the dreary blue
so I step up and walk slowly
because there is no reason to speed
I've been here before
where I called you late
while you were sleeping
I was confusing reality
fading back into a surrealism of love
and once I felt I was drowning
that is when it hit me
that is when you died
and I woke up with a hangover

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:07 PM
well what do you want to do?

designing programs are photoshop, illustrator, corel draw

what do you have in mind?

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 07:05 PM
glitterybee you are a bit of the alright yourself

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 06:52 PM
that's why I would take your ass to the local sizzler laugh

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Fri 10/19/07 06:49 PM
it's true.

it is so hard to find someone and when you do you have to be grateful that she picked you and is willing to stick around. so just take the time to show her your gratitude.

true story

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 06:44 PM
I am like Thumper too. I will bend over backwards but don't take advantage of it either. I like treating whoever is with me like a queen just cause she is putting up with me smooched

neonchaos's photo
Fri 10/19/07 06:11 PM
I like to pay, like i said in my first post.

as long as I got a job and money keeps coming I got no problems.

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