HI Alya,
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation. Your husband sounds pretty abusive and although I know how hard it is, please get out of that situation for the sake of you and your child. I have just got out of an abusive marriage and it's hard looking after 3 children on my own - and the finances are very tough - but anything is better than living in fear and being bullied every day. Where abouts do you live? There are probably some government services or charities that can help. Take care, Clare