Thanks all . . . . And yes things are already getting better, thanks all of you and your positive, encouragement it has definetly been helpful

I can totally relate to you Rich, I was in a relationship for 2 years with the girl of my dreams so I thought. Come to find out she was sleeping around behind my back nearly the entire time, so I peacefully washed my hands of it. 3 weeks after she hung herself . . . It hurts just as bad as if we were still together, yet her family and friends blame me. Everyone and everything in Angelo reminded me of her so I just recently moved to Austin and honestly don't know what to do with myself, put my heart on the line again vs just being social and stay single. So far mingle has made me new friends and things are lookin up, but niether here nor there only thing I can say is keep that chin up man and keep on goin thats all we can do