April 7, 2006
Written for my ex wife. I hope she sees it.

How does it feel to crush someone
Does it make you feel all right
How does it feel to rip a family apart
Does it make you sleep good at night

How does it feel to destroy someone’s life
To tear their world apart
How does it feel to throw away a marriage
To completely shatter someone’s heart

How does it feel to see someone cry
To end all their dreams
How does it feel to see an empty soul
You don’t have feelings it seems.

I never want to know what it’s like
To walk around in your shoes
Or see what fate will deliver to you
To live this life you choose

Part Two 10/10/2006 4:07 AM

Now that you know just how I feel
I don’t like to keep you guessen.
There’s just one small thing that I’d like to ask
Did it teach you a lesson?

You always said “It’s always me.”
That seems to be your saying
I’ve told you once and even twice
I don’t like the games your playing

You can blame any one you want
Hell it’s my fault blame it on me
But no one will love you like I did.
One day that you to might see.

See what it’s like to get your wish
To have your wishes come true
Better watch what you wish for
The next wish might be a wish for you.

I hope your wish makes you happy
Now it’s my turn I do believe.
I can’t stand to see you anymore
I wish, I wish I could leave.

With a big puff of thick smoke
And a long rock and roll song
You turn around just in time to see
In another big smoke puff I was gone.

I have a lot of fun during Halloween. Go to htp://kschemp.tripod.com and
you can see why.

I love Halloween. I get into it quite a bit. I would even venture to say
that I get into a WHOLE LOT more then most people. If you want to see
what I mean check this out. GO to http://kschemp.tripod.com/ and you be
the judge.

JusKat58. I know what you must be feeling right now. I to have found
someone but on another site. We started talking be e-mail first, then
chat, then by phone. Now we talk every night and sometimes in the
morning. I am planning a trip out to see her the second week of October.
We are both a little nervous about it but like I told her the other
night. I think starting a relationship based on communication is far
better then meeting in a bar, getting a little smashed, then off to have
sex. What is that kind of relationship based on. The bar, booze or sex?
HUMMMM. I like the communication aspect allot better. If your
conversations are anything like ours has been, You'll be fine. We have
made each other laugh, we've vented on each other and have even had some
tearful times. If you have exchanged photos then you know what each
other looks like. You must talk well together or he wouldn't be on his
way to see you. The only thing left is to be able to experience the kiss
to seal the deal.
Good luck to both of you and if you do hook up, remember what got you
this far. COMMUNICATION.

I got a 56 I guess I am a freek. But I like it I like it. But what about
the person I have a crush on and want to slap her on the ass? Were does
she fit in?

Damn It !!! Got me too. Now if you would just reply to the e-mail I sent
you.

I learned several things from this last one.
#1 Marriage is the leading cause of divorce
#2 Age does matter to some degree
#3 Sex is just a small part of love
#4 If there is no communication there is no commitment
#5 Not everyone knows what love is
#6 I could be on Jerry's show now