thanks unfortunately very real, but im still more light than anything!

never did i think that the pureness of heart, spirit, and mind...all focused and driven by a stoic determination, could fail. my anguish permeated the air, like some miasmic fog of dark things, twisted things. my mind feeling as though it were an animal trapped by fire....as i lay in the shattered remains of myhome, thought more scattered than the busted glass littering the floor. i sobbed, feeling a hollowness not to be readily filled, not by normal life. this emptiness turned itself inside out....the opposite of hollow...i realized i was full.......of dark, ugly, fearsome evils...threatening to burst forth any time.