You know Lou, I can relate to your post. It just seems that so many people are finding that special someone all around, but that one thing we desire the most, just seems the furthest away. It seems people are afraid taking that first step. Maybe afraid of getting hurt again. I know the pain of that hurt so well, and I have wept bitterly over the loss of a marriage. It is such a great loss, and it is a precious institution that a couple should be willing to work hard to retain, but alas this world is wicked and Satan is at work trying to destroy the family. I feel for you. You sound like a good God fearing person. Don't lose faith, delight yourself in Him and he will give you the desires of your heart. My prayers are with you.
Stephen