Amen sister. I am way too valuable as a person to give myself to someone who doesn't respect my worth. I give 100% and deserve the same. At one point in my life I would've allowed myself to, but these days I just want love, peace and harmony.....and that's with or without someone.

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Do you exist? If that's you....let's meet.

The sky is gray,
Will it be that kind of day?

Cold side of the bed,
Damn it's a dread!

Wishing for some cheer,
Or perhaps just someone to call me dear.

Longing for a special touch,
Just enough, not too much.

It's all unclear, as if covered with a haze.
I search aimlessly, it's all just a maze.

Eternity of solitude,
Or will he bless me in multitude?

God you know my hear,
But somehow it feels like a target for darts.

My homie, my lover, my friend.
So special only death can bring it to an end.

Your arms are my safe zone.
Safe just like my home.

How great it can be to see eye to eye.
You're not just someone to fill space, you're my guy.

As I cry tears of pain.
I know it all can't be in vain.

I wanna be for you and you for me,
Not just a fish in the big blue sea.

As my faith is low and my hopes are high,
I search within to figure out why.

Is love a fairy tale?
Will I allow my fate to be in the hands of a male?

At times it seems within reach,
Then rality sets in and I realize its as close to me being a peach.

Day in and day out,
My sadness lasts so long, can't even pout.

Lonely....that's the word.
Feels horrible, don't ever mind what you heard.

My eyes fill with tears,
While my heart and soul fill with fears.

Pain...how is it defined?
Is it good or bad?

Is it growth or demise?
Is it a sign of strength or weakness?

Does pain contribute to your strength inducing growth?
Or does it cause the weakness that leads to your demise?

Is there a right or wrong way to deal with pain?
Is pain just the physical, or is that just where it begins?

Once caused pain, can you trust again?
How can you trust if your worth is unclear?

Do you ever heal from emotional pain?
Do you die of a broken heart?

When is the pain too much?
When is pain building character?

No pain, no gain?
Fact or fiction?

Have you ever dissected the effects of pain?
Is pain all in my mind?

Is it synonymous with disappointment?
Or does it have nothing to do with disappointment?

Is there just one way to cause pain?
Or are there countless ways to destroy someone internally?

Is my confusion unique?
Or are you confused as well?

How? Why?
What is your point of view?

Is it positive?
Or is it negative?

Does pain carry a shield?
Or does it attack randomly?

Is it just me against the pain?
Or is the pain against me?

P-A-I-N, just four letter, but pack such a powerful punch.
Can just four letters break you down?

Do you know?
Do you care?

Experiences in life,
Nothing more than lessons of roses and trife.

Some days are sunny and bright,
The kind that fill your body with might.

Other days are gloomy and sad,
Then you count your forgotten blessings and you're now glad.

Tears and fears,
Come from wisdom and years.

Each day is new,
Kind of like the sky and its hue of blue.

You try desperately to make it right,
With all the temptations its always a fight.

Experiences in life,
Nothing more than lessons of roses and trife.

Hello world, I am new here and ready to meet Mr. Right. Don't have times for games, if that's you .... block yourself! I live in Tampa area and I am an undiscovered gem.