its kind of like dreaming about a wedding but not a marriage

its ,,longing strictly for feelings and appearances and not for another person to where you might sometimes ignore all the signs of incompatibility to over obsess about gifts or fancy words

its,, not being able to feel fulfilled by yourself and NEEDING to have a relationship with someone who acts as if you are the world often enough that you can ignore how often they really could care less about you

,,,,not the greatest explanation, but all that came to mind at the moment,,, simply it is sex

If one can be aroused 'watching' the adult movies,,,

how likely is it they can be aroused 'watching' the real thing,,,?



whether involved as a threesome, foursome, orgy, or swinging event,,,,,

IF one can diminish it to mere excitement of viewing,,,how much of a stretch would it take to concede to personal experiences where there are others to 'watch'?

I've gone through my stages in life, and I think the times I would have been most 'open' to less than strictly one on one interactions was when I Was into 'watching' the movies, when the visualizations themselves were a source of turn on,,,