I've been there before so I know how it feels. My ex pushed me to the ground several times, kicked me in my back, hit me in my mouth, making it bleed, ripped clothes and jewelry off my body, etc. I always tried to leave him but he would apologize and i would always take him back because i loved him and believed he wouldnt do it again...until one day when he had me choked out against the wall. needless to say that was all it took for me to be done with him for good (even though it was very hard to get rid of him still).i know how hard it is to leave but u did the right thing! don't be sad and miss all the good things about your relationship. you need to focus on what was bad and wrong with it and it will help u be stronger and move on. u deserve better than to be with someone who treats you like that. I always say i would rather be single and happy than with someone and unhappy!