Yea.. I know what you mean.
I don't look 100. Must be the cold temps in North Pole

I attended a crusade and someone touched my shoulder and said ```"YOU WILL WALK"``` I didn't bother because I knew I was not lame. After the crusade I touched my pocket and I couldn't find my wallet which had my fare...

And I WALKED!!

You don't sound ready at all.
When a man says "all women are the same" it means he's a misogynist and/or projecting past relationships on future ones.
What is the same thing called when a woman is doing/feeling it?
Feminists' answer: she's being selective and assertive.

I honestly don't think many young men want anything serious with older women. .its the experience they want then will move on to someone their own age

Now I do believe that young women everywhere (not all of course) are attracted to older men because typically women mature faster.

As for older women and men liking younger....usually women get bored of the young men for many reasons and move back into their own age bracket.....older men....well they will always love having a young woman around. Been that way since the beginning of time

Lol alot is because as you get older certain meds and health conditions create problems in libido..

Not to mention the fact that there is a difference in life expectancy between male and female.

But you forgot to add middle age that prefer older because of their experiences with younger and their own age.

WOW, that was a quick turn-around! A few days ago you were troubled with trusting men: lying players, and now you're ready for a relationship? Already? Are you sure you have adequately surmounted your trust issues and general fear of the masculine?

Girl, I understand exactly what you're saying. But not every guy is like that. Let that go and move on. You're a pretty girl and I don't see why you'd have a problem finding someone faithful. You said it's hard for you to trust guys,....well find out who they are first. Build trust...I know it's easier said than done, but everyone has to put themselves out there to find that. It doesn't matter who you are, you have to. If a relationship is truly what you want, then that's what you have to do. If you're not ready to move on, then wait, and give yourself time to heal. It's not fair to the next guy if you don't. But, I hear ya girl....Keep your head up!