Girl, I understand exactly what you're saying. But not every guy is like that. Let that go and move on. You're a pretty girl and I don't see why you'd have a problem finding someone faithful. You said it's hard for you to trust guys,....well find out who they are first. Build trust...I know it's easier said than done, but everyone has to put themselves out there to find that. It doesn't matter who you are, you have to. If a relationship is truly what you want, then that's what you have to do. If you're not ready to move on, then wait, and give yourself time to heal. It's not fair to the next guy if you don't. But, I hear ya girl....Keep your head up!