yay i got picked!

ummm dont know anyone well enough.

So I know there is a place for poetry. But I really dig this poem and
want it to get exposure. i kind of let out everything i was feeling.

So this is what
The box you live in
Looks like?

Boring.

Kind of like
You

So vanilla
And
I am not
Talking about
Ice cream

Kiss me

It kind of felt
Like sandpaper on my tounge

And when you
Discriminate against the young
Just because
You can

Let's keep this
Hush, hush

Don't let anyone see
You let me see
That the world
Is
So much bigger than
Your little box

"God"
WAR
"Love"

All shoved
Into
Your little
Hypocritical box

Telling me
To stop.
Just stop.

And look at the mess
You've made
The things I said
Were said

Quotation mark
God
Quotation mark

Kind of makes it seem
Closed in..
Dosent it?
Kind of like how you close me in
In your little box

Iv'e got

Thoughts

Opinions

And

Guess what?
A mind

Something you need to find
Within your box
Your little box

Kind of lonely in there isn't it?

I really don’t know what to say to you
Because I can’t do what other people do
But I’ll tell you this:
If I didn’t hate you before
I hate you more now
And maybe
ohhhh baby baby
Maybe my heart told your heart to go get a life
I'm trying so hard not to talk fa fa fast
But don’t you remember
I stutter when I lie
I hate how
You
Push me around
Like it’s your right
You do it because you can
And baby
Maybe I need
A
Shot to the brain and a blow to the heart
The screaming hurts this time, sweetheart
But apparently, I haven't had enough pain
I fell to the ground
As your metaphorical sarcastic gun shot me
Straight in my shredded heart
But don’t you know
Shredded hearts beat so much faster
Than the ugly architecture of your soul
See me dead on the floor?
Happy now?
Are you proud of yourself?

You walk away
And let the record play
Let it play…

morals and ethics are different for sure.

basicaly i feel i am a free spirit. i dont have morals. ill be the first
one to admit it. i was raised pentecostal and rebeled cut my hair and
bought the tightest jeans i could find. i pretty much let people use me.
but thats my own damn fault.

eh..all that you need to know is that after this thread dies i will
probally quit posting for awhile

true. but i feel the people that dislike me and discriminate against me
because of my age outweigh the people that see im actually a good
person. im going through alot right now. and i just want some friends
really.

we all know why...im just causing problems.

i think it would be best.

i know people in the army and i love them :)

usually things that are bugging me that i need to get out. but sometimes
ill use quotes of things people tell me that stick in my head

:) youll find her.

hmm...ya people are touchy on here gotta be good! and theyll be nice i
learned my lesson

i think he's nice. but what do i know people hate me on here too..

yes..i want one

i put soo much work into my appearance it's tiring.

oh yes joshy oh yes...lol

hmm you could always give me one..

I don't know I always get that. How would you classify your style?