I applied at target today. now i have to get the job. make money. save
money. get an apartment. get a roomate. and move out. yay! and i saw a
place they are renting RIGHT by the college..so pray or whatever you
people do.

i applyed at target today!

ewww

If any of you like obsessed over an ex. then had to see them one last
time. just to see if you still had feelings. then realized they were a
complete loser? i did. i was like eww.

oh didnt think about that.

im sure youll look beautiful in anything. i wouldnt wear jeans but i
hardly ever do. i dress up for my everyday life. i am wearing jeans
today though...im sure youll find something

but could you guys reccomend some sites that sell boots made for larger
calfs. i like leather kinda tough looking boots with a heel. im not into
the pointed toe ones. sorry for this. but i need some direction cuz im
just lost. google is not helping. like i like the ones on hottopic.com
but im not sure if they will fit my calfs. i got muscular calfs..well ya

im sorry. it's just like therapy for me. no big.

fo sho'

hello everyone! i feel better

haha.

too bad i dont drink. i could use one right now. ill drink more coffee

but its like this everyday. and i have my own problems. im bipolar i
have to deal with that. then i have to make everyone happy. just to live
here.

what attitude? i know i have a "i dont give a f***" attitude sorry.

APPLE, if an apple is your favorite fruit, you are an extravagant,
impulsive and outspoken person.

thats not me at all *dies from sarcasm*

This is five word changes
Away from a suicide note
But I thought I was better now
I thought I had it all figured out
Tears run down chubby cheeks
I wish I could tell you
I love you
Force medication into shaking
Little hands
Blue eyes cry
As you tell me
I am not what you wish
I could be
I’m sorry
Everything fell off the shelfs
In the earthquake of my pain
Life really isn’t all that bad, right?
But when you are dieing silently
It feels like it
Don’t give me that bull****
“It will get better”
“Life isn’t all that bad”
Attention whore
Is tired of negative attention
Attention whore
Wants you to love her more
Just a little more
Please?

i'm a smart girl and i'll be ok. i guess im going to mcdonalds today to
get an application

i know..ive applied at a bunch of places...i just feel like because im
not christian...and my mom always says she did such a bad job on her
kids...how is that supposed to make me feel??

it's because my dad got into my messages which is fine but he saw
something he didnt like

they basically keep telling me to get out..but i cant i dont have a job.
they are fed up with me.