Single in Maine! Waist high in snow!! So tired of it, looks beautiful but got to go!!!

I know that they say, "It is better to have love and lost, then to never have loved at all." For the people that believe that they have never really lost the "one". Recently I was involved with someone very special to me. It ended up that we are no longer together. We are still friends and see eachother often. He tells me that he loves me and is in love with me he just can't be with me. I have done somethings in the past and it affected our relationship. I sabotaged it because I was not used to good. What can I say? Hinesight is 50/50. If I could go back I would fix it. I have told him I never met to hurt him. If I could I would put him in a bubble. Life without him is hard. I want to move on, but find no one there. It is lonely and hard. So to say that it is better to have love and lost then to have never done it is wrong.....try loosing and tell me I am wrong!