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I... I don't even know. Maybe if I had the words to express how I'm feeling, why I'm feeling it, I wouldn't feel so lost. So empty. So broken. Yes, I understand why things had to happen this way. I understand the reason it caused me pain. But the understanding does not chase away the hurt. It is so hard to fight with the tears that aren't coming from your eyes, but you are silently weeping inside your heart. I want you to stay,never go away from me,I want you to stay forever But now,that you're gone,All I can do is pray for you to be love me again.Why did you have to leave me?When you said that love will conquer all?i thought that dreaming was as good as reality!And now I must move on..Try to forget all the memories of you and me.But I can't let go of your love that has taught me to hold on. I certainly didn't think you were perfect, but I thought you were amazing. I thought we were amazing.So ridiculous that I have been so affected in such a short time. To feel so much pain.To feel so broken.Watching you walk away, it felt like I lost a piece of my soul. The truth shattered me,I don't know how not to feel with everything I have. My heart is so broken.my happiness drifted I feel so stupid,naïve,so broken. Let me explain to you what it feels like to be told you are perfect in every way and will always be taken care of. Let me take the emotions that ripped my heart when I had believed and convinced I am your forever. I think a part of me still loves you while I sit here in the darkness, face hot with tears and disillusionment. The difference between you and I is that my love for u will always be there no matter what. It is a love that is deep inside of my soul and gives restoration to my faith in other people.what we’re going through right now broke my heart, but it never did broke the love ihave for u love. I know you have it too, deep inside of you So, I will probably allow a few more tears to fall down tonight in your honor. I will most likely shed more when I listen to a song I used to hear for my love for u and some song we had been sharing for months. But I will be OK. I will be OK because the love inside of me is strong and true.i am still full of hope and I pray that all will be well but I have to admit and take the pain forever if this will not work out anymore for us…I will always be here waiting…hoping….and loving you…

F O R E V E R……

I... I don't even know. Maybe if I had the words to express how I'm feeling, why I'm feeling it, I wouldn't feel so lost. So empty. So broken. Yes, I understand why things had to happen this way. I understand the reason it caused me pain. But the understanding does not chase away the hurt. It is so hard to fight with the tears that aren't coming from your eyes, but you are silently weeping inside your heart. I want you to stay,never go away from me,I want you to stay forever But now,that you're gone,All I can do is pray for you to be love me again.Why did you have to leave me?When you said that love will conquer all?i thought that dreaming was as good as reality!And now I must move on..Try to forget all the memories of you and me.But I can't let go of your love that has taught me to hold on. I certainly didn't think you were perfect, but I thought you were amazing. I thought we were amazing.So ridiculous that I have been so affected in such a short time. To feel so much pain.To feel so broken.Watching you walk away, it felt like I lost a piece of my soul. The truth shattered me,I don't know how not to feel with everything I have. My heart is so broken.my happiness drifted I feel so stupid,naïve,so broken. Let me explain to you what it feels like to be told you are perfect in every way and will always be taken care of. Let me take the emotions that ripped my heart when I had believed and convinced I am your forever. I think a part of me still loves you while I sit here in the darkness, face hot with tears and disillusionment. The difference between you and I is that my love for u will always be there no matter what. It is a love that is deep inside of my soul and gives restoration to my faith in other people.what we’re going through right now broke my heart, but it never did broke the love ihave for u love. I know you have it too, deep inside of you So, I will probably allow a few more tears to fall down tonight in your honor. I will most likely shed more when I listen to a song I used to hear for my love for u and some song we had been sharing for months. But I will be OK. I will be OK because the love inside of me is strong and true.i am still full of hope and I pray that all will be well but I have to admit and take the pain forever if this will not work out anymore for us…I will always be here waiting…hoping….and loving you…

F O R E V E R……