I want to have someone. I want to settle down and start my life.

lol thanx everyone. i just dont know what to do really. i hate seeing friends with their b/fs n then me being single and alone. basically the 3rd wheel

I always wonder why I have to come on these sites hoping to find someone who will treat me right and appreciate me. I work and go to school. I'm not controlling. I do anything possible. I massage a guys back buy them stuff when they dont even ask. Call n say good night and good morning. And yet i havent found anyone good for me. I always get cheated on or treated like **** and im tired of it i just want someone whos going to be there when i need them. and wont be n a relationship for the sex. idk maybe im crazy.