I said it once and I will say it again. Respect is a 2-sided thing. He
shows me respect and he will get it in return.

See! My point exactly! You rock Twilight. You understand where I was
coming from no?

Why can't a girl dream while she is away from the hectic life. Since
when was dreaming a crime? Last I checked it was perfectley okay to
type what was on my mind and share with others.

He gives me respect... and he gets it in return. It is 2-sided.

Besides look at you oldsage. On a dating website with gray hair.
Wow...Sure look like you are going far in LIFE with your romantic ways.

Well if you would have read my entire posting you would understand where
I was coming from. I know the difference between life and not...come on
.

Today I was awoken from my after work nap with a sappy romance movie on
TV, and It really had me wondering…
Why can’t real love and things we go through actually turn out like
stuff in the movies?
I mean it is so picture perfect and beautiful it almost brings tears to
my eyes. But it could never be. Or can it?
Everyday I wonder where the perfect one for me is. One minute I think I
found him and the next…I realize it really was not meant to be. And it
kills me inside.
Where is this so-called “Soul mate” or the “Mister Wonderful”? Do you
even exist dude? Well I haven’t met you yet if you do exist.

To be loved and to love someone as much back has got to be the most
fulfilling feeling I have ever endeavored. It feel’s like I am
literally floating on clouds. My whole world will stop when that person
kisses me, touches me, or even looks me in my eyes. It has got to be my
most favorite emotion.
When I first realize that I care for a person, or love a person it just
feels so fresh and new and wonderful. Though after a while you get
comfortable with that person and realize that he/she isn’t exactly what
you thought. That has got to be one of the worst levels of a
relationship. Why can’t it feel fresh, new and wonderful all the time?
Is it because I still haven’t found the right person? Is it because I
don’t really know what love is? No! Can’t be. I’ve felt love…. I know
love. So where am I going wrong?
Maybe it will never be like in the movies. Maybe I’m living in a huge
fantasy. Maybe not. Maybe So.

What I do know is, I know he is out there somewhere. I hope anyway…