But I disappeared off the face of the earth for a while.
so helllo again!
lol.
I need friends.

Angel love, I totally know where you're coming from as many of the
people do. The break up is new and fresh so of course you're gonna think
that everything he says was wrong with the relationship was crap. You're
gonna wanna do everything in your power to fix it and just make it
better because that's your baby you love him.

But seriously, you're mad and your hurt and you aren't thinking as clear
as you normally would. Who knows maybe the break up won't be forever.
But don't push things. If he's meant for you, he will come back. Take
this time and just use it to grow as a person. Spend time with those who
love and care about you, do things that make you happy. Dont dwell on it
too much.

And sometimes when you are apart and you think, you realize all the
things that were wrong and you may not now, but later you will realize
that he is the one missing out on a wonderful person. IT's not the other
way around love. Be strong and show this guy that you ain't gonna let
him get the best of you. A guy who hurts you isn't really worth having
you is he?

Just think about it love. Be strong and keep on steppin. You're a great
person and with time a guy is gonna see that and he will be soo lucky to
have you.

:)

I'm feeling down too.
I always feel pretty crappy.
But I don't wanna be this way forever...
So I'm just trying to find a way to make myself better.
Try to fix what's wrong and just try to be happy.
But it's definitely not easy...

My grandfather.
I believe that he was as close to perfect as perfect could be.
He was always so calm and friendly to everyone. Always had a smile on
his face and he was always so cool about everything.
He definitely taught me how to be a good person.

Thanks guys I appreciate it.
And I probably will make this place my 2nd home cuz I love it here :)

You'll feel better with time Angel love <3

And I'm not shallow at all. I don't turn a guy away just because of
looks, because looks aren't everything. Can't try to pick someone to be
with just by looks alone. It's a plus if they have the features I want
but it's not mandatory because I care more about what's inside.

Buut they didn't have good insides.

But I'll do like yall say and wait it out...And not go looking for love
:)

Still on my brain- Justin Timberlake
Aerosmith- Cryin'

Thanks yall.
I guess you're right. I do need to just stop looking.
And yea, good things do come to those who wait heh...

And jess that was very wonderful advice. Thankyou :)
I guess I do need to explore myself a bit more... And other things too.

Kay I know that I'm a young girl and I have like the whole rest of my
life to find love. I get that.

But that doesn't change the fact that I can't seem to have a steady
relationship with guys.

I was in a serious relationship with a guy for almost 2 years, but that
was back in like 2005. Ever since then I haven't been able to keep
anyone. Not that I'm doing anything wrong I don't think, I just... pick
all the wrong ones.

But I've picked the wrongs ones like ever single time! I think that all
the wrong guys attract to me and the right ones are like... not there.

There have been a few that just wanted me for sex and I quickly let them
go. And then there was the one that cheated AND got the girl pregnant.
And there was the one that wanted me to be his girlfriend, but was
always wondering how it would be with all these other girls. I didn't
feel wanted...

I can go on and on with a list of guys and what they did but that would
definetly bore you.

But I'm not a bad person. I treat people nicely, I treat them nicely
and...I just don't deserve the jerks that I always seem to get. Makes me
feel like what's the point of even trying to date them... yano?

When I sing one of my favorite songs.
And dance around the house like I'm on stage!
It's fun!

*waves*

Hi everyone I'm Dyamond and I just joined yesterday. I just kinda sat
back and took a look around and I think this place is pretty cool. =)
But i don't really know what to say. just thought I'd introduce myself
and say hi.