soulmate for sure.for me there is no other answer.and of course i believe she will be hot because a soulmate is the whole package...the physical,mental and spiritually profound attraction.

whats up longshire. i sure understand all that. i was just **** on recently after being used for 3 and a half years. i spent thousands remodelling her house and several thousands on other things for the two of us.then when she thought she couldnt get anymore she left me with nothing . every thing ive worked for over the past three and a half years is in or attatched to her house. i hate users. ya know she never had much anything nice to say to me and i was always never good enuff,but she sure let me help pay all the bills and got her ****in house remodled....but i was not good enuff.she was so damned callous about the whole thing to. see i worked on the river making 200 dollers a day so it was all about the money.and to top it all off,i hadnt been gone a week before she had some other swinging dick in the house i furnished and fixed up. so i definately relate to your post.just keep your head up,be selective,and dont be afraid to be selective....its a smart thing. peace brother ...you take care.

i know ..i spelled mendaceno wrong...having brain fart...lol

naked in the redwood forrest with your lover and some of mendasenos....oh yeah!

rose pedals leading to a warm smooth scented bath with bath oils and bath salts ,tub surrounded by candles...then rose pedals leading from there to the bedroom where the bed is filled with rosepedals with a bottle of chilled wine on the stand with two long stemmed glasses and mazzy star in the cd player.....oh yeah!

wierdest thing.....i was just scrolling through this thread,accidently hit button on mouse and it took me straight into a freemasons site......whats up with that?ive scrolled back through it and can find nowhere where i can enter site again.......creepy.

yeah,its getting progressivly worse with law enforcement though.alot of it has to do with the generation these cops today come from....really,i do believe thats true to a certain extent. everything changes with time...even law enforcement.its just sad that its for the worst....and then to not have to pay the cost for their actions.it seems that society is getting progressivly worse in so many aspects...just watch the news.crime of every sort is up and some really appauling crimes at that.i mean come on how in the hell could they overlook the dugard girl for 18 years when this idiot had her in his backyard for 18 years...but let it come time for gun play and they are gung ho then......sickening!!!

i knew something was wrong years ago when little old grandmas and grandpas started showing fear of the cops...thats disgusting to me.

pie......hehehe...cant tell ya what kind though....hehehe

yup,after 3 years and several thousands of dollers. i hope her newly remodled house i payed for burns to the ground.

my favorite,well one of my favorite episodes is when they declare peter legally retarded....funny as hell.

DEFINE BAD.I THINK SOME OF YOU MISCONCIEVE BAD FOR A GUY WHOS JUST CONFIDENT ABOUT HIMSELF AND HIS ABILITIES. I MEAN WHO REALLY WANTS SOMEONE WHO IS TRULY BAD UNLESS SHE HER SELF IS JUST PLAIN NO GOOD OR SOME KINDA LOOSE TRAMP,AND WHAT GOOD MAN WANTS A HERPES TRAP ANYWAY.I CERTAINLY DONT AND IM NO PUSHOVER AS FAR AS WHAT SOME WOMEN MAY CONCIEVE AS BAD. IVE BEEN TO SOME VERY DANGEROUS PLACES AND IM ALSO A FIRST MATE ON TOWBOATS. THAT WORK DEFINATELY SEPERATES THE MEN FROM THE BOYS. MY POINT BEING IS THIS......DEFINE BAD!I DO SOME OF THE ROUGHEST WORK THERE IS BUT IM A GOOD GUY...SO DOES MY ROUGH EXTERIOR MAKE ME BAD,DOES MY ABILITY TO WITHSTAND THE LONG HARD DAYS AND NIGHTS MAKE ME BAD,DOES MY ABILITY TO HOLD MY OWN MAKE ME BAD...WELL THEN MAYBE IN YOUR OPINION IM BAD....BUT WHO REALLY WANTS SOMEONE TRULY BAD?THAT IS UNLESS YOUR A MINDLESS SUCKER FOR ABUSE,OR MAYBE YOUR JUSTA GUY WHOLL CHEAT,THINK ONLY OF HIMSELF,LEAVE YOU ALONE AT NIGHT WHILE HES OUT SCREWING SOMEONE ELSE,MAYBE YOU JUST LIKE TO GET BEAT UP...HEY TO EACH HER OWN....SO LETS DEFINE BAD,OKAY!I MEAN ARE WOMEN WHO LIKE TRULY BAD GUYS, IN ESSENCE CATTLE? I MAY NOT BE BAD,BUT IM ALL MAN....BELIEVE THAT.GUYS WHO LIKE TO THINK OF THEMSELVES AS BAD BOYS ARE JUSTLITTLE INSECURE BOYS WITH HUGE SELF INFLATED EGOS WHO NEED RECOGNITION OF OTHERS TO FEEL COMPLETE.HOW ABOUT SUCCESS,STABILITY,SECURITY,STRENGTHAND TRUE INSIGHT INTO WHAT A REAL WOMAN WANTS.

anyone who tries to assure themselves that money is this and time is that in a negative note is, in my opinion making excuses for their lack thereof.so get a life,get a job,make a living and at least try to be productive.....what ya think!

july the first 2009...one day at a time.my drug of choice was more,now i choose life.

OH BUT TO BE ONE OF THE CELESTIAL CROWD OF THE HEAVENS FOR THEY HAVE SO LONG DEFIED THE REALITY OF TIMES ELEMENTAL STRUCTURE.WE ARE BUT ENTERTAINERS TO AN EVERLASTING CROWD OF ONLOOKERS...FOREVER WATCHING SEVERAL SETS TO AN EVERLASTING SHOW.

HHHMMMM.I BELIEVE WE CHOOSE WHO WE DECIDE TO ASSOCIATE OURSELVES WITH.YOU CANNOT KNOW ANYONE WITHOUT ASSOCIATION OR WE WOULD ALL BE FALLING IN LOVE WITH TOTAL STRANGERS. SORRY IF THATS NOT UNDERSTANDABLE. BUT YOU CANT FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WITHOUT SOME KIND OF PREVIOUS ASSOCIATION...LETS BE REALISTIC.THEN THERE IS THE PART ABOUT GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE...THIS TAKES TIME.THERE ARE SO MANY LEVELS TO FALLING IN TRUE LOVE THAT ANYTHING OTHER IS PERSONAL GRATIFICATION,DESPERATION OR JUST PLAIN LUST...WHICH THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH THE LATTER...JUST BE ABLE TO DISTINGUISH ONE FROM THE OTHER AND YOULL BE OKAY.

SO WHO WANTS TO GO SWORDFISHIN...THIS GNARLY SEAFARIN SCALLYWAG DOES...LOL

I GUESS THAT MADE SOME SENSE HUH!

YA KNOW WHEN I SAID I WILL ALWAYS LOVE MY EX FROM 21 YRS AGO,I MEANT THAT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A SPECIAL PLACE FOR HER...BUT LETS NOT BE CONFUSED....I LOVE THE ONE IM WITH BEFORE ALL ELSE...YOU CAN ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE FOR SOMEONE,ESPECIALLY IF IT WAS A MEANINGFUL RELATIONSHIP AND THE BREAKUP WAS A GOOD ONE THAT WASNT FILLED WITH REGRET AND ANIMOSITY.BUT IF YOUR LOVE OF A PAST LOVE PREDOMINATES THE ONE YOUR WITH,THEN THAT ISNT FAIR TO WHO YOUR WITH.EVERYONE WANTS TO BE EXCLUSIVE IN A RELATIONSHIP ...AND WHY SHOULDNT THEY...ITS ONLY FAIR.....ISNT THAT WHAT WE ALL WANT?

YOUR WELCOME VERY MUCH DOLL.....SMILE.