I've had that happen before too. with the only other girl i ever really loved. after 2 years. ****in myspace

This type of stuff always happens to me with girls. I'm a very nice guy and obviously u can tell i have a sensative side. im the guy every girl "SAYS" they want. but they really dont.

All of that is already taken care of. I now have 2 Full time jobs and my own appt. but i still cant help but think bout her. I kno she cheated... and i kno i shouldnt be worried bout her... but i still love her and i still care.

Ok, How about i start with this.

Me and my girl have been dating since Feb of 08... So about a year and a half... We've had our ups and downs like every couple but i loved her with all of my heart... Well almost 2 weeks ago now this is wut happened...

Me and her where hanging around the house (my sisters house bc she was letting us stay with her for a little while) tryin to get **** together... Well my sister wanted us out by the weekend so we had to find a place to stay. Neither one of us had a job at the time bc there was really no jobs to get. So we didnt really have anywhere to go but we usually figure something out. Well it was around Noonish and she said she's gonna go put in a couple applications... she also said she would be back around 3-4pm. Well she left and didnt come back till 10am the next day with 2 small hickies on her neck... She said she went to her aunts house and her Aunt wanted her to move in with her for a while. Well i told her that if she moved in with her aunt that we couldnt be together bc i would most likely be moving out of town bc i have nowhere to stay in the town i live in. Well we where talking about it all day. (I let the hickies on her neck go for the time being) Finally i said "Lets just go to sleep and we'll talk about it in the morning." she said ok and we went to sleep...

When i woke up the next morning... She was gone with all of her stuff... My Brother in-law said she was being really quiet and packing her stuff while i was sleeping so not to wake me... then she snuck out when he left the room... Its been almost 2 weeks and i haven't seen or talked to her since... I cant stop thinking about if she's ok, where she is, or if she even cares.

If you took the time to read all of this... can u please give me some advise? I really need it.

thx =]

Hey, I'm 21 years old and I'm from Erie PA. Is there any ladies around my age and area that are looking for a man?