thanks every one

i have tried a couple but the ones that work well for me they don't put their number and i'd rather hear a voice than read an email

i am a struggling college student and i have to find a cheap working car as soon as possible or i may not have a way back to school next semester. i live in northern michigan and can only afford $800....please someone help me if you know of any let me know

I'm writing you this poem, but it's one you'll never see.
Because I cannot tell you just how much you mean to me.
You're the one who understands the demons that I fight,
you're the one who likes to read the rubbish that I write.
You're the one who sticks by me when I have lost my mind,
and helps me very gently once again the words to find.
You're the one who never tires of what I have to say,
you're the one who makes me think I've brightened up your day.
You're the one that I can trust with all my fear and pain,
you who waits so patiently while I try to explain.
You're the one I'm trying to keep from entering my heart,
you're the one that I so miss each time that we're apart.
You're the one that I would want to live with and grow old,
you're the one whose warmed this heart that once was very cold.
You're the one who understands and loves me just the same,
you, who gives unselfishly, with nothing to be gained.
You're the one with whom I am afraid to fall in love,
you're the one that childhood dreams are often written of.
You're the one I want to love with all my heart and soul,
you, who took my breath away, and too, whose heart you stole.

i also noticed that the guy i talk to his thing says he hasn't been on in the last four days, but he just emailed me from here yesterday

should all be fixed now.

i'm being told i have 2 new messages but it doesn't show them

This one is called A DREAM IN THE NIGHT

Lost in confusion and total self bliss
I've found the relation between dream and wish
A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep
But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep.
A dream can bring true the wish never thought
As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought.
But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking
A grasping of things while still in the making.
Now my understanding of wish and of dreams
Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem
But still I'm confused and nothing is clear
Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear.
With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight
Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night
You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones
I long for your love and time spent alone
Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion
For all their purpose are meager illusion
And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight
I fear the darkness and my continuing fight.
For now its a war - a battle within
A dreadful nightmare which rationality must win
What should I do? Where shall I begin?
Should I ask for your love or remain a dear friend?
In my dreams youre my lover and my world is complete
But in life your a martyr to hope so elite
I've grown to know you and care with a passion
But fear lies within mutual attraction.
If I am to approach you with some indication
Would I strengthen our friendship or cause detonation?
This is the confusion, the struggle, the fight,
Until I am sure, youll remain a dream in the night.

thank you all for your warm welcomes.... i try every few days to write something new.....

Stare into the looking glass and tell me what you see
is it what you expected
No i do not see me!
i am not the one peering back from the other side.
instead i see shadowed creaturs
all pushing against the glass creating fractures
I have no where to hide
but wait there, that speck what is it
that tiny beacon of hope
the last little bit of good
a candle has been lit
it seems to be searching among the chaos
the light is seeming to fight
a war much too big
a battle that is sure to be a loss
why does it keep fighting, draining itself evermore
i want to reach out to it
and give it strength
but will my added pressure break the mirror's core
will i be able to keep the monsters at bay
let the light gain ultimate power
set right what once went wrong
and indeed save the day?