Faith are tested, A Christian without an attack is not yet a child of God or a Christian, Jesus himself faces persecution from men, There is always a temptation and trier in the life of a Christian, it might be any kind or type of temptation, It might be death, sickness, poverty, ect, But all of those count as a temptation and trier to our faith, I talking to you, there was a time i fainted when i was really sick at the point of death from asthma attack, But today i'm heal completely no more again, But if it wishes God to call me home to be with him so be it, But if not, it will not allowed it to come to pass, Your husband is right there in Heaven singing alleluia hosanna to the Lord, Pls don't give up on your husband death by not serving God anymore, The death of your husband was ordained by God for him to come back home, I'm sorry to write to you back because you said no one should respond to you, But i'm lead by God to do so, God still LOVE you my dear, run to him, on the last day of judgement they will be no excuses that it was because of the death of your husband you decided not to serve God again, Remember Hell is real and Heaven is reallY, May God Bless This World Into Your HEART in Jesus Name AMEN!!!!!