OH he exist alright for some of us then he is like hudini and disappears
leaving you with this huge hole inside that you can't fill no matter how
many hours you work or times you try to fill it...somedays I wonder if
it was easier wondering if he was out there or knowing he is and loosing
him and never being the same...now thats the million dollar
question...lol
........but for me even though I will always have a hole I would not
change the time I shared with him for anything.....15 months good and
bad but still he is a part of me...I wrote these maybe you all will
enjoy!

Pieces of Me
Life can be cruel or kind
Sometimes its all in ones mind

When you find someone
Who makes you feel like the ONE

It tears down walls
When your heart falls

Its never fun
When all's said and done

And only He
Holds the Key

To putting back together
The pieces of ME....


Release...
What to do when you need peace?
The very thing you seek...
Sometimes you must release.
You ask how will I ever know Peace?
If what I cherish most...
I now must release...
If we cherish it, we must love it
there is a big difference....
Between lovin it and coviting it..
If its love? You do not want to....
Trap it, change it, or smoother it.
One must back away...
Give it room to breathe...
Watch to see if it grows.
Then pray it does not leave.
If its meant to be ....
You will know Peace ....
For you Loved enough...
To chance release....


Illusions
Once I believed in forever
Would i loose hope?
I thought never...
My happy ending
I thought I had found
Fell lifeless to the ground
Everything I thought we were
Was only an illusion
His silence has brought me
To this conclusion
There are no happy endings
Only illusions...

Thank you Sexy....they are a few of the ones I have had published. as
you can tell they came from some hard times but I firmly believe there
is good in everyone and everything and I tried to bring good from that
situation...Glad you enjoyed them. There are many more where they came
from LOL.have a great evening!

Have you ever loved some one?
So much it made you cry?
Have you ever wondered why?
They said goodbye?
Have you ever needed them so much?
Without them you wanted to die?
Have you ever desired their touch?
The one thing you longed for so much.
Have you ever lain awake at night?
Thinking of how you could make things right?
Have you ever closed your eyes?
Remembering things before the goodbyes?
Have you ever called just to hear their voice?
When silence was the only noise?
Tell me…..Have you ever?


Illusions...

Once I believed in forever
Would i loose hope?
I thought never...

My happy ending
I thought I had found
Fell lifeless to the ground

Everything I thought we were
Was only an illusion
His silence has brought me

To this conclusion

Pieces of Me
Life can be cruel or kind
Sometimes its all in ones mind

When you find someone
Who makes you feel like the ONE

It tears down walls
When your heart falls

Its never fun
When all's said and done

And only He
Holds the Key

To putting back together
The pieces of ME....

Very nice and very well written thank you for sharing it!

HI,
Well I was trying to delete this account and could only deactivate it so
I might as well use it right?...I have a question. Are there any true
honest good men left available in Montgomery Texas or conroe area?
Someone who would like to just be friends and maybe enjoy a nice evening
without having all the drama that sex brings along? Just plain good
clean fun a movie dinner boat ride something?...I look and its like
there are no men in Montgomery lmao they must all be married or
something. You do a search for women and man there are tons of us and
no men.....come guys call your buddy's and make them join hehehehehe
Give a girl a selection at least LOL Just my 2 cents today Hope you all
have a great day!

Thank you everyone!

HI everyone lil new here myself and finding my way around to
forums....hope you all have a great day! Look forward to shares views
with you all from time to time! Brenda

I am surprised as well not more being said about Houston here. Granted
I am in Montgomery in the sticks lol but i go to houston some to hang
out with friends.

I am fairly new to this area myself and looking for friends to hang out
with too near Montgomery, Conroe or Huntsville area

HI,
I think to many people try to fit a a profile instead of just being
themnselves. Men and women are guilty of this eaqually. Sad thing is
when you give all of you straight forward and honest many can't handle
it because they have their own lil skeltons they are hiding in their
closet and are not ready to expose them. Hence lies are born sad but
true. I lived a lie for over a yr and didn't know it. Thought I had a
good friendship and relationship with a man for over a yr only to find
out he had a women at pretty much any place he stopped. He had many
profiles and while telling me he would never do anything to mess up what
we had. That i was the owmen he always dreamt of and never thought he
would find so why mess that up?...He was on his way to meet yet another.
Hit mute by accident on his phone and i got the privledge of hearing it
all. Then when he got in car to leave went to ck messages saw i was
still on there and knew his game was up. Me i cried and forgave it only
to go through it for a full yr because i believed many lies. I wanted
to see the good in him not the bad...MY BAD! lesson learnt. So best
thing i know to say is do not judge but walk with eyes and ears wide
open. Best of luck to you all!