I too am a believer. and I applaud you :) I too was with a man that was not for me... He was from Africa and wanted to use me to get His papers. I thought that it was real and I ended up hurt. But I realized later that God has someone for me better and I am waiting for that person. It hurt because I put my soul into my marriage, but I loved him enough to let him go. And that's what mattered.I'm glad that I did, because I am free from all the emotional and mental abuse that came with him. God Bless you... Wait on God and you will be pleased with His choice for you.