Nine eleven, dark times through hell and heaven, Two towers taken,
innocent lives forsaken, Brothers in arms spilling blood and dying,
Mothers in the dark losing sons and crying, again lives forsaken and
hearts broken. The Weapons of mass destruction fuel and feed our
soldiers abduction. Bodies still falling to the terrorists pollution,
Why kill for oil as a reasonable solution? In god we trust our troops
journey through hell, since their gone we wish them well….
R.I.P.

thank you very much, i've posted a couple of other things

"my body, your prison, our hell"
"amy"
"truth"
"addoption scars"

Fallen angels, withered life. Deadly sins immoral past. Lost soul, good
intentions. Painful burns, my biggest loss. Empty holes, Darkened
heart. Endless fear, patient demise. Hope lost, silent love...

that is a very good point iam4u, i used to always focus on the negative
and never appreciate the good, and i would take life for granted.

Baby you gave me everything, Amy I miss the love you’d bring, Promises I
kept to you, how could it end so soon? Now it’s so hard to go on
remembering how wonderful it was living with love, feeling your hugs
holding you tight sleeping through the night, evading the terror. Love
you gave me I need you Amy, When my life was falling it’s like you heard
me calling, you came to me and I began to believe then you set me free
after all we could be, come back to me. Lost in your eyes and wiping
your tears, I thank god that you’re here, stay strong and lets let our
lives move on, it’s not that bad and it could be worse, with a little
time we can beat our curse. I stare into the sky and pray for you, and
pray for us, it’s your heart I reach to touch. I live for your love and
would die for your lust, your soft sensual touch leaves a gentle rush.
My heart beating, your lungs breathing, our souls meeting…

thank you for your empathy, and i'm glad you can relate, i have mixed
feelings about it. there are times where i'm greatful and others i get
really bitter. I did vowe to myself that i will never give one of my
own up for addoption.

A passionate kiss is deadlier then a thousand bullets, true love is
stronger then a million soldiers, love lost hurts more then a billion
sins , a broken heart heals slower then a million snails, a single lie
burns more then a thousand flames...

**** you mother****ers that made my life hard, especially you ****ers
the left me scarred. I understand you had a good intention, but this
**** hurts more then I can mention. I've never had that unique
connection, I'm ****ing weak with out your affection, you left me with
out direction, with a lot of **** that needs correction. That's my
darkest issue, the fear to show I miss you, if you were hear I'd kiss
you. Not with death but with hate, you really ****ed up my fate. Never
were you there for me, so answer this carefully, how could you care for
me. You gave me up at birth *****, I hope your **** wasn't worth ****.
Even if you did it for what's best, you still ripped a hole in my chest.
That hole can't be filled, until the day I'm killed, or I see your blood
spilled. You were some kind of ****ing whore, that's something I can't
just ignore. I hoped that was not the case, I just wanna see your face,
so I can feel in place, and not like a disgrace. Who the **** was my
father, did he even try to bother? Or did the bastard just split, I bet
he said he'd never forget, but that's bull****. Cause I'm still waiting,
and stuck in debating, whether or not he'll ever show, when the hurt I
feel you'll never know. I swear under oath, I ****ing hate you both.
Thanks for deserting me and causing what's hurting me. I guess you'll
never see, what I mess I grew to be...


i appologize for the language howerever i take this part of my life very
seriously and i feel the language emphasizes on the feelings that helped
construct this

thank you, i do enjoy it here

Sometimes fate is a ****ty destiny, I miss you sitting next to me, the
time has come to set you free, all the times we shared were ecstasy.
I’m so blessed to be, forgive my sins and rescue me, you cleaned me out
to collect your fee, your so lost intellectually, you left my life such
a mess to be….