thoughts of you remain in my head
memories of you forever in my heart
wish it was different
my life still the same
but things changed
and you are to blame

came home to another woman in our bed
shocked, hurt, confused
what did i do wrong
was i not good enough for you
didnt you think for a moment
what you stood to lose

days went by
you acted like nothing had happened
meantime i was going through hell
but you didnt care,not even a little bit
just went on living life
like you were so god damn innocent

i hated you, but somehow still loved you
really didnt know what to do
was i just supposed to forgive
or just forget it all and leave
all i knew was everything was closing in
and i could no longer breathe

decided it was best for me to leave
couldnt bare to look into your eyes
the one i once looked to for truth
had deceived me, and filled me with lies

cant believe its been over a year ago
and yet, somehow you still manage to cross my mind
but now when i think of you
i dont think about how im going to live with out you
instead i think about how sorry im going to feel for you
when you wake up and realize, what it was that you chose to leave behind

thanks for commenting on my poems

ty

very nice miss noel... good to see you!

ty

Nice one Noel, keep up the good work.. chin up girl