standing back looking into the mirror, seeing a reflection i no longer recongnize, i've got black eyes, arms with cuts and scrapes, but nothing is more bruised than my soul.

your hands, my worst enemy. i cant seem to escape their hate. they like to wrap around my neck, get a real tight grip, and choke me until i cant see.

i hear your laughter, sounds like the devil, who has finally acomplished his final goal, the goal of taking ones life, and in his powerful hands he holds death.

as my body becomes weaker, and starts to convulse, and for some reason tries to grasp onto life, i suddenly see my life revolving, and every step ive ever taken, starts racing through my head. with only my self to rely on, i know i have to stop this, but i have nothing left to fight with, your hands took that from me..my dignity...my will....

suddenly a abundant release, ahh the feeling so great, the light, little magical stars, twinkling so bright, then finally no pain, body becomes relaxed, joyous, pleasurable even...finally im free...im home

yes, finally you won, you did it, and your accomplishment, and reward....you gained the death of me

Doesnt sound like a winner to me...
Sad write Noel...

i neeeed to think about this

Have you been with my ex-husband!!!!!!!!??????

nope just my sons father

I am sorry you are being abused. Please get out and away from this person before he kills you.

I am sorry you are being abused. Please get out and away from this person before he kills you.

im not.....this was a long time ago....please dont pitty me....i was smart enough to get out and walk away

Good for you.

Ok I'm not exactly a freak about you but for once i'm gonna vanish all pride and thank you for sharing something so strong


Abuse,especially domestic is a very edgey topic and it took alot of courage and flat out will to write this




You're safe here,we'll never let anyone hurt you...look at Daniel for example...he's got swords

this is how i deal with it..i write

It is good therapy.

thanks

Hey Noel... Good, powerful right...
Personal opinion of you aside... lol... (which is good to me)
Personal opinions I don't have...
Wether I knew you or not, this was well written...
Thank's for sharing...
Pleasure to see you...
Till laterz then.
Keep writing.