January 30, 2006

The way you move me

Your warm embrace moves me so
I long for a glance of your smile
supple lips and a deep sinuous kiss
my mouth was made to touch yours
You are my day dream
the one I long for
I am here just for you
I wait for the day our bodies connect
Magic will burst from my soul
I'm under your spell
I wonder if you see it
I long for the day I can call you mine
Stare in to my eyes
you will know then I'm all yours
So I will wait
Wait for the day to have you all
All to my self, and no one else comes close to that.

Same day no title

I still always hurt
its not your fault
I know I promised
promised to be happy
Its hard for me to do
Sometimes I feel that glimmer of hope
but sadness comes crashing through
I hate that I want to love
I promised myself I wouldn’t
But you make it so hard for
Me to keep that promise to me
You make me want to love you
you add that glimmer of hope

January 31, 2006

Untitled

I’m tortured on the inside
how can I let this be
I’m letting myself open
the titanium cast my heart is in
has opened a door for you
your not the first
But the first invited
I want to let you in
You make me see the beauty of me
And that’s never happened before
I hope those other girls
don’t mean much to you
I wanted them gone
Out of my way I need you
to be all for me

February 5, 2006

Bits of poems

I thought is was going to work
this time I tried to do it right
my timing was off
big surprise
I screwed it up again
…
I wrote you a letter I thought I’d never have to write
I’m wait for your answer
who knows maybe it will be alright
but I feel so scared inside
And God knows its true
The one thing I knew for sure
Was I could really love you

February 6, 2006

I cant believe I did this
The way it hurts my soul
but I think you love another
and now I will never truly know
You wont return my phone calls
I’m climbing up the walls
I hope your new found lover
isn’t fielding all my calls
And yet I love you still
I know I always will
and if you ever forgive me
I will do all your wills
…
Same day

I hate the way I ruin myself
I shred my heart each day
wanting more than I deserve
and my love is all I have to give
Yet it’s a dirty love that no one wants
It gets tossed back in my face
My heart is dead yet it beats
sometimes it flutters too
That’s when I think about the love I want to give
no one wants a mistake
so no pure love will show

This is very personal...
Thanks for inviting me...
I don't know if I'd want to go through two days like this... Lol.
Thanks for sharing, your perspective, on that day.
Interesting.