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yeah....madam keeps me grounded too...with handcuffs, this whip/chain thingy....and those d@mn stiletto heel boots she keeps digging into my chest

shut up and beg you dirty dog!!!!!!!!

a lot of people have but i used to be around a lot of elderly sick people,some of the love exchanged between them was awe inspiring.

very much so. i have worked with elderly for years.

Oh know Madamx I feel it coming on




<-------love you more and takes off running try and catch me...with those heels on.....

why you sneaky little brat...ohhhhhh ill get you my pretty and your little dog too!!!

i will have 3 of them share my life soon.

and several others that picked up a shredded human being and

picked some very torn and raw pieces and helped put her back

together. in the process helped the self confidence and trust rise

and feel like there was family around again.and helped heal the

hurt and pain that had taken over the years.and made her believe

in herself and that there was a lot to offer that she never had

the courage to do.now there is awesome happiness and freedom

from pain and worry of where she will go in the future.and there

r special friends and lovers waiting to be a part of a couragous

and self-confidant female and the self esteem has gone through the roof.

i dont know if ill be the last one to post
but i can say that i have found some special friends in here
that i really came to love
and made an inconditional friendship w then
and this is a true friendship cuz no one is expecting to get something out of it...we just give our best..nothing in return
but a smile..or one of this faces ...

i love those presond that read me when i am happy, sad. or just hanging around
this is for u

robin, that was beautiful. you have come so far and i am ever so proud of you. you are a beautiful bird...fly girl...soar...i love you dearly and i cant tell you enough how wonderful you are...xoxoxoxoxo

pinky you too are a dollface. you always have kind words to say and always give encouragement to those of us who need that reassurance. you are very very special! xoxoxoxo

me to sweet madame... me too..

Yes, very much so & I hope I've touched a few, as well.

Friends Are Forever

i so adore you!!!! you are special in a thousand ways babygirl!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxo and i told our "friend" tonight that he has direct orders to give you a huge hug for me...he said i get the first one but the rest are his and i did inform him that the pants belong to me!!!! hahaahah i love you xoxoxo

shaden, you are a sweetie sweetie sweetie, you give me a toothache love your charm darlin and always enjoy your posts xoxooxoxox

i know he told me today when he called earlier... so your im is broken huh??

most of the time when i click on it, it doesnt go thru...so i get aggrivated and dont bother or it will freeze up my screen...grrrrrrrrrrr

he is sweet....i told him he better be good or ill hurt him and not in a good way hahahaha

Thanks, Madam

u know u r on my top ten ...

Nope, nobody can read me. Usually when people try to, r think that they can, they usually get the opposite of what I'm actually feeling.

yep, i'm talkin to her right now over email (all i got right now, being as i am in the middle of the ocean lol). she has me all



and actually, my dog was always really intouch with my feelings oddly enough. whenever i used to come home from my exwife's house (back then she was just my girlfriend, and we didnt live together), and if we had a fight or somethin, and i was in a bad mood, i would sit down on the couch, and my dog (Sara, a yellow lab) would walk over to me, slow, like she wanted to be careful (not sure why, never raised a hand to her, she's my baby) and she would gently put her head in my lap and nuzzle me and sit up and give me a big ol' kiss. she was so good at putting me in a good mood best dog i've ever had!