where did i go wrong?
i lost a dear friend.
this loneliness
i can not hide.
the emptyness
i feel inside.

glassy eyed i sit alone.
no, no one knows
the pain i hide.

smile, goodmorning, me?
i'm great, couldn't be better.


how hard it is to face another day.
i'm not here anymore.
i walk behind myself.
lost soul.
the weight of love
on my sholders,
its pulling me under.

smile, yea smile, nobody
will see the pain.
just put on my sun glasses
so nobody can see
my lonely soul cry.

your poem is full of saddness i pray that god wil help you through all
this pain. merry christmas

It's not always your fault
the things that go awry
You can't constantly blame yourself
'cause everyone else will do that for ya
When you cry, you cry alone
but you dont have to
just look around and you will see
others are wearing
sunglasses, same as you
blinking away the streaming tears
that seem to fall endlessly
I think today is a good day
for them to dry up
pick up the pieces
let go of the memories that make you bleed
hold onto the good in life
plant happy seeds
and just
continue
to breath
one
day
at
a
time

Not a lonely boat,just feels that way.Others are there,glasses to
dark.Cant see them.Those that can see the pain in you,feel it or have
felt it too.Most wont talk hopping it will just go away.Must find a way
to get it out!

so true billroot...
so very true...
but, writing here is sharing
and in it's part of healing...

Yes,I know.I took the time and put one up myself.Been a while ago.Most
of all, time is the healer but you do need to talk too.Geuss in a
sence,its getting the infection out of the wound.There for alowing the
healing to start!I will listen and help if I can!

time will heal all the wounds we put on others...
but the wounds we cause ourselves will last forever...
in memories and dreams...

do not tear for losing her,
cry for forgetting how to love....M.