Awoke alone again, your long gone
Cant see cant hear you, your long gone
Curling up to die, seeing you laugh
Pain never fades, time to

Become numb
looking in the mirror, eating the clouds away
feeling nothing, oh the sweet burn
became f***'n numb

Up all night, waiting for you
must have found someone else
wishing you wanted only me, knowing your soul
everything wrong with us, time to

Become numb
looking in the mirror, eating the clouds away
feeling nothing, oh the sweet burn
became f***'n numb

When we talk, your words are all wrong
what can i do, pain worse than death
how can I kill the pain, time to

Become numb
looking in the mirror, eating the clouds away
feeling nothing, oh the sweet burn
became f***'n numb

Empth and alone, without love
nothing to fill the emptyness you made
wont come back, cant take you back
nothing more to do, except

Become numb
looking in the mirror, eating the clouds away
feeling nothing, oh the sweet burn
became f***'n numb

Seeing you with others, more than can count
everything feels fake, love an illusion
no room for love, no room for me
to stay alive I remain

Totally numb
looking in the mirror, eating the clouds away
feeling nothing, oh the sweet burn
became f***'n numb

Its a bummer to be numb...
Good write.

only lasted 5 years, still kinda woosey

i have been numb for so many years
now is the time to stop feeling numb dealing with all the pain is worth what i am going threw.
the tears i cry is because i am saying goodbye
to all those i loved that has past on



good right

very good, but like most honest things- hurts like hell to come out of the fog. But has to be done, I've never wished it didn't happen.

i know its hard to let go of what you been threw but hlding it in like i have for some many years its good for you and it hurts other relationships that you have with other poeple

the worst thing about holding it in is my son learned it, at least he's 5 & i can re-teach him

yes you can and that is a good thing.