Roll a joint, pop another pill, snort another line.
It's all the same.
Nobody cares about you, and nothing's ever going to change.
You're in love with this intoxication that only numbs the pain.
The only time you find peace is when your frying you brain.
But, only for so long until reality hits you like a train.
As you're drowning in a pit, and everyone offers you their hand.
But, you rather sink deeper cuz they only think they understand.
You look death right in the face and all you do is laugh.
While your family sitting back and thinking how much longer will you last.
How long until the Reaper comes and puts you out of your misery?
How much longer till you’re nothing more than a memory?
How many tears does you little brother have to cry for you to finally see?
That no matter how many lines of coke, all the weed you smoke, and all the pills you take.
The fact that your mother's gone still remains the same.
So, keep living in this world you've created of violence and drugs.
Keep running away from the ones you love.
Roll a joint, pop another pill, snort another line.
It's all the same.


This was my reality for a long time. The loss of my mother hit me harder than it hit anyone else in my family. But, now I can proudly say I've been sober for well over a year. I have my life back in one piece and things couldn't be better

CONGRATULATIONS AND IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS!!!!

IVE BEEN SOBER FOR 7 MONTHS NOW!!!!

Wow sorry for your loss.

Losing a parent is hard.



Glad you are doing better!

CONGRATS!!!!!!! I know that life...it was mine for a while...but as of feb 18th..i will have been sober for a year!!!! YAY!!!! I cant wait for that day!i didnt lose my mom...but that was the day i lost my grandma hit me and made me think about my life choices..i quit cold turkey that day...best thing to happen to me

I think you have said it all. I have been on the other side of drugs. They destroy everything in their path. They can rip a mothers heart out. I am so glad you are sober now. You should be proud of yourself.