Felt so alone that I've forgtten what it was really like,
collecting dust again in the dark corner,
gone from myself, because of my wrong doing,
finding open ended thought that no longer make sense,
a google search for loner and my picture poped up,
a definition for "lost" and my name is meantioned,
a walk through a library, and a book that read "Do Something" dropped on my head,
sitting on a bench, when I hear a little girl say "Hey, Mister what are doing on that bench, the paint is still wet" as she runs back to her mother, I look to find a few green stips on my new leather jacket,
holding the only thing I seem to be able to hold on, I stop and look at my blank book, then continue to walk toward a garbage and hugged my blank book,the only thing I ever hugged, and let my grip, finally go...

I feel so badly for you
this is so touching
so right deep within your
bones, for me right now to
hone in is to sallow
into the darkened pit
from which it grew
come fly out
rebound yourself...

deadly write.

My mind binds my thoughts and actions to its sick and twisted game, making what I am today

One can't think his way into a happy life,
but must live his way into happy thoughts..

Anonymous


4leaf

So heart wrenching

"Happy", a feeling loned by human nature, maybe even a feeling worth dieing for
why you cry misty?

I feel your posts are from a chilling and dark place. When someone expresses that type of poetry, it reminds me of my mom's poetry.

I a sry,
I have never told anyone before, but..there is a reason and ues for my poems, and my use is a bit of a odd intention,
I can explain what I mean when I post my game, it should be ready soon, just need a little more time

def..happy: 1. fortunate. 2. Having, diplaying, or marked by pleasure or joy. 3. Fitting: appropriate. 4. Pleased and willing. 5. Unduly enthusiastic or concerned.


see #3

I said see no.3 more for myself..it hit me right between the eyes..!

4leaf

interesting points 4leaf

Man, a dictioary is my best friend..remonstraces or not..
I used to have a rhyming dictionary, but it seemed to take from the gist of my prose.

4leaf

I take a look at it and write down a few wrods once in a while, Rewriting it basicly ^^

Aloneness can only be fixed if you move to find others that need company.

I felt that lonely at times, and found my way to help others-
I thought you expressed it perfectly.

Take Care
TAB

Everyone has the moments in life where everything is going wrong...
It is how you chose to deal with them that is important...
To dreg in sadness too much- is to kill ones soul...
Reach out for a happier moment and live again!
Or make a happy moment in your life...

Very sad write...