im tired of fighting,
everyday i struggle to keep up the hope
when it seems like no one is with you
you get tired of toiliing alone
when can i get a bone?
with a heavy heart i look
wishing my life was a book
that i could skip to the end
hurt and pain fills my dreams
knowing nothing but my own means,
the weight of the world on me
how can this be?
can i not find what i was meant to be?
black and blue my body from the fight,
never a chance to heal,
a broken heart stays broken

staind epiphany lyrics, best way to describe how i feel alot of times


Your words they make just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
And the words just disappear
Cuz it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
So i speak to you in riddles
Cuz my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
Cuz i can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart
And did myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
Cuz it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for intention
That i always try to hide
Cuz i talk to you like children
Though i don't know how i feel
But i know i'll do the right thing
If the right thing is in fear
Cuz its always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said