Like a pendulum, my thoughts and feelings are going back and forth...one moment I am happy and then another swing, I am sad and afraid... Fear of losing you will always be with me until that moment when I belong to you and until then I will always love you like it's my first time, I will love you like it's my last time, I will love you like it is my one and only, I will love you like there is no tomorrow, I will love you like I have never felt before but in all of them, scared like I have never been...