Today I felt like
writing you a
letter. And I did!
I don't know if I was
right or wrong.
But somehow I had
to say hello.
I hesitated...
felt my heart
beating faster,
I was thrilled...
it's been so long
that I don't talk to you,
knowing you
I know you'll not reply,
you may not even open it up,
but that's ok,
I had to follow my heart,
anyway,
to let you know that
I still care,
even if you don't,
to let you know
that I still believe
in dreams,
even if you killed
all of my dreams,
that faith performs
miracles,
even when you
don't realize you're
a special miracle,

Today I felk like
sharing and see how
you were doing,
I stared at
the keyboard,
my hands trembled
with emotion,
my fingers were slow,
almost paralyzed,
but I had to talk to you,
not to tell you
about my life,
but to hear about
yours,
not to talk about
my ups,
my downs,
not to mention
the pieces that
I am stil trying
to put back together,
not to tell you
that without you
I don't live,
I just breath,
not even to ask you
to come back,
nor would I ask
if you are alone
or still with her
I just wanted to
pick you from my dreams,
to reach your soul,
to be with you
for a moment,
to tell you that
I feel no anger
at all,
that I love you
even more
than before,
that you still
haunt me day
and night,
that I'm who I am
because of you,

Today I wanted to
be in your arms,
the very thought of you
still brings tears
into my eyes,
I can not help it
and I still cry,
that's why I had
to write you
a love letter...
because I wanted you
to know that even so
far away, I'm glad
you exist,
I wish you find
your path,
I pray for you to
experience peace,
to come to your sense,
and finally,
baby,
I want to remind you
that you are and will
always be the one I'll
love till the end
of my days.

wow that was deep, it really got to me. makes me wanna send something of
that context to my ex who i secretly still love

That was very deep and real.