i'm writing this because i don't know what's going on with me, if it's just loneliness, a little depression or what. i live with my best friend. i'm used to me and her leaving for for christmas break together. but this time she left today and i leave tomorrow. i feel i should be excited to see my brothers tomorrow, but part of me is sad and lonely and i feel like crying, i still have to pack and pick up the house. but i feel like i should distract myself a little. so i decided to post this to see if someone wanted to chat.

weird how holidays do that to you...just dont hide in the corner....

Why do you feel like crying?

nah tried that, decided to be in bed a while and watch lost.

don't really know its just i guess you get used to have people in the house, but as i walk around doing my stuff i just get that knot in my throat and my eyes start to burn.

Oh noes! You'll be around people soon though right? So all will be okay?? I don't like people being sad

I'm the opposite and enjoy living in a single...

i enjoyed living alone to, but i guess you get used to the company. having your best friend around all the time and having someone ther to talk to. i guess i just miss her thats all.

That's really cute I'm glad you guys get along well. Sometimes living with your best friend can turn into a disaster, or so I hear.

yeah we've had our bad times, but the good times are what i love, and what make me miss her. it's funny whenever i feel like this i try to call anybody but no one answers.

Did you try calling her? (the best friend)

she is outta of the country and i don't know her phone number back home. she called me but i didnt have a signal, so she left me a msg. and since i didnt have a signal i couldnt get the number.

Gah! That really sucks! I'm so sorry!

Maybe she will call back!! Smile! It will get better!

i know, now im here at home alone bored, sad and still not packed

Listen to some awesome music and pack while rockin out?