Sitting outside alone,
Watching the falling rain,
So easily washing away the dirt,
Wish it could,
Wash away my pain..

No matter how hard I try,
I can't ignore those memories,
There is no where to run,
And no way to break free..

What's the use to think now,
What had gone wrong,
Why I gave in to others,
Why couldn't I had been strong..

Just one mistake,
And whole world came crushing down,
There is no hope and no help,
Once a bright and bubbly girl,
I am now just a shadow,
Of my former self..