I lost 4 ppl in a matter of a month....u will get thru it...

Please do not be selfish. Your dad has cancer and will need you. There is also others that will need someone to lean on. Each other...that is all we have in this world.

Strength comes from all we live. And all we live, we become. As we become...we will start to understand our destiny's value...it's longing, and its truth.
When someone sees that strength, your value, your being....attraction being innermost to a relationship.
Then someone worth while, looking for what you have, will come into your life.

Hang in there honey. Your time will come.

Kat

i love my bro but this all hurts too much... i just had the love of my life leave me and now all this... it's just too much for my already broken heart...

I am sorry...but you are 19, right? Your young brother is 14? People raise and take care of kids at your age all the time. Mothers do it, some fathers do it.
Siblings even do it.

You need to think about your brother. If you are like this...and you are 19, imagine what he feels like at 14.

My concern at this point goes out to the 14 year old. What happens to him? Where does he go? Where is your mom?
At this point harming yourself will do harm to others.

Kat

You gotta be stromg for you little brother He will need you more than ever.

you have email.

Nate, Scatter said some of the same things I wanted to say. You and your brother.....sounds like you're it. You are all he has, and to leave him all alone at 14 would just be the most self-centered thing I can think of. You can help to care for him. There are state affiliations set up to assist you with things from medical assistance, rental assistance, food stamps, utility assistance, etc. You will probably recieve money from you fathers' social security after he passes as well. You are at the very, very beginning of life. To say you lost the love of your life, when you are only 18.......well, hon. you are apt to find the love of your life a minimum of 10 more times in the next ten years before you finally find "the one". This is life. There are a whole lot more downs than ups, but what can you do to change it? You can't control the life spans of those around you, but you can control the decisions you make. You can decide to give yourself a chance to grow and learn and eventually see what your path in life is supposed to be. All the bad things are prepping you now. Someday you will use the wisdom, understanding and strength to significantly be of great help to others in the future. Life is hard....harder for some than others. Life is one big, wild ride with lots of unexpected twists and turns that leave you hanging at the edge of the world. You just gotta learn how to hang on and ride it out.

Nate, Scatter & Lily,, most awesome advice,,,

Hugs,,, Life at times is bleak and wanting to let go and fade away is not the answer,,, THis I know,,, Life is what it is,,,
Your young I wish you and the family the best in life and My prayers for strength and guidance i send you,,

I have a girl who likes me and the situation right now couldn't be any worse. Sorry to hear about your father but don't kill yourself bro nothing is worth your life. Think about it if your life right now can't get any worse it can only getting better.